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Hey! So a lot has changed since I updated last. I go to Mona Shores now, and I like it a lot!! I'm having a really fun year so far! Me and Elias are still doing really good. We had our 6 months last Monday. The Saturday before we went out to Red Lobster and went to see The Texas Chainsaw Massicure. Scary! lol. He got me this really cute purse and some perfume I wanted really bad! Other than that..I quit Chili's! Which was probably the best thing I've ever decided to do lol! Now I work at Midnite Sun & Cruise! I really like it there. I've been there about a month and a half and I still like it.
Soo, last night was Halloween and Elias and I just planned on staying home, watching movies and handing out candy..but Derick called and asked if we wanted to go to a haunted cemetary in Montague. We decided that would be more fun, so we all met up. Me Brandon Cam Tori and Elias all went in Elias' car and Dimitri Mark Derick and Elliott went in Marks car. When we got there it was really scray. It's waay back in the woods, basically in the middle of no where! It wasn't horribally scray, but some creepy things happened! It was a lot of fun...but we got soo lost on the way back. We left before Derick and Mark and them. So we were all alone in the middle of maybe Fruitsvale and Montague. It took us about 40 minutes, but out of no where Elias was like "Oh I know where we are!" Because like a really long time ago Elias and I went to a party way out there and somehow he remembered how to get out haha. So we made it back. Over all it was a really fun night! So thats all for now I guess! XoXo
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So its been forever since I've updated. Summer's almost done, as apposed to it being so close in my last entry. Summer didn't go exactly as I planned. Not quite as much partying as I expected, or really as I hoped either. Though last time I wrote, I was living back at home, I got kicked out again. I live with my grandparents, and it isnt exactly great. I did get the job at Chili's and I hate it most of the time lol. But it is a job, and I do have things to pay for.
Now I do have the car all the time. When my mom kicked me out again she gave me the car for free, which was really nice. But I have to pay for insurance, and the title of the car is under my name. So the insurance is very expensive.
I am still with Elias, and it will be 4 months on the 23rd. Things are great most of the time, accept for the ocassional fight. Which, ovbiously is normal. He works at Chili's too, so its actually fun there when we work together. The main reason I'm not that excited about going back to school is because me and him to go seperate schools. I'm use to going over to his house and spend the day with him, but now it will have to be after school, when I don't have work. We've just basically been together thru out the summer. But I'm looking forward to spending the upcoming holiday's, and seasons with him. I am very excited to go to all of his football games this year though!
So I guess thats enough of an update for now! Leave some coments! XoXo
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Hey hey! So I haven't updated in like over a month lol. It's about time. So I've been kind of busy lately. I got kicked out of my house for quite a while, but now I'm living back there. I'm kind of undecided on whether thats good or not. Cause though I am trying to change and make things better at home, my mom doesn't think so. But thats how it's always been with her. Nothing is ever good enough. I still don't have the car all the time. I can drive it to school and back, which almost seems pointless..and a waste of money. I'm trying to get a job right now...ugh. I applied at Chili's and they're hireing a new host. It has to be a girl, and only one other girl put in an app. and shes 16, and has no job experience. So hopefully I have a good chance. My mom said if I don't have a job by summer shes going to make me take summer school so I'm not just sitting around. I don't even need to take it. Thats so dumb!
Other than that things have been good! I have a new boyfriend..well kind of new, we will have been dating for a month on the 23rd. His names Elias, and he goes to Shores. It's pretty exciting! He's really nice and fun to be around, and very hot! lol. It's kind of hard to see him cause I can't have the car after school. But I'm lucky enough to have Kayla, who helps out a ton!
Anyway, theres only like 2 more weeks of school left and I'm soo excited! Summer is going to be so much fun this year! Or I hope it will be! But it's going to be Kayla and me alllll summer, and we always have a ton on fun...so it should be eventful and exciting! <3
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Hey there! So I write in here pretty randomly. I'm at school, and I'm tired. My mom said I could stay home, but I came..I don't know why. I have a lot of absenses in first hour. And I wanted to talk to Alexis, but she isn't here. So that's gay lol.
Me and Eric are on a break right now. But just like everytime me and him go on a break, were still like "together". I'm supose to be dating other people though this time. I'm not lol. Hung out with Peter, like twice, once with Abby, and once with Alexis, but that definetly was not happening. He's a friend...the end. lol. We'll just say I'll keep my options open. I'm not looking to start a new relationship, cause I know me and Eric will be back together like soon. I'm not sure why were on a break. I guess cause we were fighting, and he's busy a lot, and he wanted me to see what else is out there. But we still hang out and call each other all the time, and its basically the same as always. Accept, I'm supose to be going on dates with other people. lol.
My family is going out of town this weekend. There going to Travers City. Paarrty. Not really lol. I think I'm just hanging out with Eric at home. Renting some movies or something. Should be pretty cool.
I guess thats about it! Leave some coments!!
Oh, and I hate freshman sluts :)
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Hey hey! It's been a while since I've updated. Things have been going good. I'm doing really good in all of my new classes. Me and Eric are good. But since he started his new job he's been kind of cranky. So thats caused a couple fights. It kind of sucks. He works till 2:30 at his new job, and then after that sometimes he works at Dicks. :(
Other than that. I've been working out a lot, and it's working! I've gained 4 pounds, and I can't fit into one pair of pants anymore! Most people would be upset about that, but I couldnt be happier! lol. O do need to go shopping for more pants though. Tomorrow me and Abby are hanging out, and I got her a guest pass at Northwinds, so after school me and her are going to work out. Then were going to Grand Rapids to do a little shopping, even though we have no money. Then were gunna go tanning, and then coming back here and just hang out. It should be a fun day! The only thing I hate about going to GR is it takes a lit of gas. Ugh. Oh well lol!
So thats pretty much it. I just figured I'd update since I haven't in a while! Leave some coments! XoXo
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Hey! So 2 days of exams are over! The hardest ones are done. Economics sucked a lot lol. But it is a plus being able to get out of school at 10:55.
Yesterday after school I came home and cleaned like I do every time I need gas money lol. After that I went to my grandparents for dinner, and then at like 7:00 Eric came over there and me, him and his mom went to work out. But me and his mom went with a trainer. It doesn't sound that bad, but she was like a slave driver! I guess she use to be a body builder...lol She made us do every machine! And we only worked on lower body. I don't even want to think about upper body lol. I'll probably die. After that I went to Eric's house and we watched TV, and then I went home.
Today I had exams for English and Psychology. I stayed up until 12:30 writing out note cards we could use for the Psych. Exam, and I ended up not even needing them, cause I knew stuff lol. So that was kind of dumb. But good that I knew the stuff! Right after school I went to Eric's, but I didn't stay there long cause he had to work at 2:00. We went to get lunch, and then watched TV for a while at his house. When he gets out of work him, me and his parents are going to go to the 750 grill. Then Eric wants to go work out, so I guess I'm going to. I just dunno about working out right after I eat lol. But its ok, cause the treadmills have TV's so I can watch the OC! lol.
Tomorrow after school I think I'm going with Kayla to her house, and then were going to help her sister clean her new appartment that shes moving into. She said if I help her she'll do my hair for free, cause shes a hair dresser, so thats pretty cool. It needs to be dyed, like professionally. Then Saturday Eric's parents asked if we wanted to go to GR and spend the night there with them. We might do that cause its something to do, and I like going to Grand Rapids.
So I guess thats it. Sorry this post is kind of pointless, but you all should leave some coments, because I feel like your slacking lol. XoXo
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Hey hey! So its kind of been like a 4 day weekend! I'm not complaining! It does suck though that were going to have to go back to school tomorrow to exams. I kind of needed today to have exam reviews. Like in some of my classes we didn't even go over them. Oh well. Friday I didn't really do much because I had Saturday school the next day for absences. It wasnt that bad cause me and Alexis helped Mr. Cole clean lol. Then Saturday me and Eric went to GR cause he wanted to look for a new car, cause he got a new job. He found one he likes a lot, and I like it too! lol. Sunday Eric had to work, so I went tanning and just layed around, and then after that he came over and we watched movies. Then yesterday me and him went back to GR so he could test drive that car, and yeah we like it a lot lol. Then we went to Northwinds and worked out. I'm getting a membership there today, cause I like working out a lot, I just never do it. But I'm going to start. Eric, his mom, and me are going tonight. But yeah, I just thought I'd upedate cause I haven't in a while! Oh..and theres exactly 3 months until I turn 18! woo hoo! lol Oh yeah, and I got a guinea pig! lol
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Hey hey! So I hope everyone had a good weekend. Mine was alright.
Friday I went to Olive Garden with Sara and Kayla, and that was a lot of fun. We were like laughing the entire time. Then Kayla called Robert Mills and we went to hang out with him and Alex Bartoli. Once again we were laughing the entire time lol. We went to Big Boy with them, but it was closed, so then we went to Wal Mart for some reason. lol. Then we went back to Alex's and I took Kayla's car and brought Sara home. Then I went back there and me and Kayla left at like 11:30. On my way home I called Eric and he met me back at my house and stayed until likr 1:30.
Then last night Eric and I went to Grandville to get something for his parents and then we were going to see Hostile, but it was playing at 8:55 and 11:00, and we missed the 8:55 one so we were going to go to the other one but there were like a thousand people there. And I get really frustrated when people get loud and talk in movies, and i like yell lol. So we decided not to go.
We were going to go today, but Eric works till 7:00 and they play earlier that that and wayy later then that. So its really gay. I haven't had a good past few days. Like it sounds like I have, but I've really either been in a bad mood, or me and Eric have been fighting. Uh. Like today the issue of him being 21 soon was coming up. Like I'll be 18 a few days after, but I dunno...I can see issues with like alcohol, since I'm not like a big drinker. I'll guess we'll just have to wait and see.
See most of you tomorrow! XoXo
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Hey! I hope everyone had a fun, and safe new years! I did. Me and Eric stopped at Nicks house, just to say hi to everyone, and then we went bowling with his cousin Brandon, and his girlfriend Stacy. But I didn't bowl, because for 1 I wasnt in the mood (I'm not a big fan of bowling lol) and 2 I was wearing a skirt, not a good mix. Then after all that, me and Eric came back here and watched the ball drop. How romantic lol. My parents were out of town, so we had a little party. Not really, we just watched movies lol.
So 2005 is over, and there were some good things:
¤ Getting closer with some of my friends
¤ Kayla coming to RP
¤ Another year spent with Eric
¤ Growing up
¤ Getting my license
¤ Making a lot of new friends
¤ Making a stronger relationship with Eric
¤ Opening up more to Eric's family
¤ Became closer with my mom
¤ Summer
¤ Missions with Brittany
¤ Earning money (even if I dont have a "real" job lol)
¤ Getting my Chinchilla
¤ Christmas
¤ New Years
¤ Getting my ring from Eric!
Theres so many more good ones...But theres bad ones too
¤ Losing some of my friends
¤ Big fights with Eric
¤ Losing my Grandpa
¤ Being immature at times
¤ Not going all out with mine and Brittany's plan!
¤ Not getting a job
¤ Realising my dad is an ass...and not really a dad at all
¤ Getting rid of my Chinchilla :(
¤ Kayla locking my keys in my car...tramatic expierance
¤ Not getting a new car for Christmas (even though I wasn't expecting it lol)
¤ Ex girlfriends...obviously of Eric's
¤ A particular girl who needs to like stay in her own state..with her own guys...and her own friends..
I'm sure theres more, but over all I'd have to say it wasn't a bad year. But of course theres always room for improvment. I'm not sure what my new years resolution is. Maybe to get better grades (but thats been said before)Or, avoid fights with Eric, or get closer and stay closer with my friends...or work out a little more often, or try to work on my jealousy. Though sometimes it just happens! lol Those would all be good! Happy 2006 everyone!
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Hey! So I hope you all had a good Christmas! I did for the most part! I've noticed since I'm getting older, then presents for me are getting to be...not so many lol. I brought back my Chinchilla. :( I'm really sad, but the thing was crazy lol. It was soo expensive too. Like the actual thing was $120, and its cage was going to be $80. And I didn't want to spend all of my X-Mas money on a Chinchilla lol.
Other than that, I got a new cell phone! The number is 670-9973...So call me sometime! lol I also got a bunch of little stuff. The cell phone was like my main present. All together I got about $400! Its like the most I've ever made out of Christmas! lol. So I believe I have a little shopping to do.
Me and Eric went to Grandville to go shopping, but that trip ended a little early, because of a fight. Lets just say I hate girls. Not girls in general, but girls who mess with guys THAT ARE ALREADY TAKEN! Find one that isnt. I don't know why thats so hard. Its not exactly only girls I hate...guys are up there too. Then on the way home I got pulled over...on the high way! lol I was going 84. Not that bad lol, but its alright cause I didn't get a ticket. I'm that good :) lol. But I'm getting ready right now to do a some shopping so leave some coments! Happy Holidays!
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I can't believe its Christmas already! It doesn't feel like it, to me anyway. I'm waiting for Eric to get out of work, then were going to his aunts house. Which should be interesting, because I don't exactly get along with everyone there lol. But thats alright. Then after that were going to my grandparents house for pizza lol. We open presents there and stuff. Its pretty fun.
Yesterday me and Eric went to go look at chinchillas because I wanted one really bad, and I found one I liked a lot, so I got it lol.
 Her name is Chili! I love it, shes so cute! lol
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Hey hey! So I'm all better now! I was better like the day I started my medication. But yeah, I'm not looking forward to going back to school tomorrow. Not because its school, but I'm going to have so much homework! Omgsh. lol. Friday I hung out with Alexis finally! That was really fun, even though I went to pick her up and couldn't find her house lol. We came here and ate pizza, and stuff. Then when I was bringing her home, we stopped at Wesco and she got hot cocoa, and we both got a donut lol. Pretty cool. Then Saturday, I went tanning cause I hadn't in a few days lol, I have my color back now though. Then I kind of just hung out around the house, and waited for Eric to get out of work. But he was sick that day, so we didn't do anything too exciting. I took care of him lol. But like the best part of the entire weekend...He suprised me and gave me my ring early!!! I was so excited! I love it lol. I don't know how many of you know this, but we have kind of been like "on a break" I guess...like not absolutely boyfriend and girlfriend, even though we still act like it, and he asked me back out, so were offically back together lol. It was a good day! lol. And we watched The 40 Year Old Virgin, to top it all off. But I'm giving him the ring back like the day before Christmas so he can wrap it lol. I love our relationship. Then today we hung out for a little while, but he had to work at 6 :(. But that let me catch up on a little homework. Tomorrow I think me and Kayla are going to the mall after school so I can pick up one more Christmas present for my mom, and a present for Eric's parents. Just thought I'd update since I'm bored lol. Leave some coments! XoXo
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 This ones from the other night From when we first started going out At my grandparents house lol Last Christmas Camping at Crystal Lake!
Me and Eric are doing really good lately! It feel like we've been dating forever! I miss him though, becuse we havne't hung out in a few days, and wont until Saturday, because I have strep throat. Yuck! lol It sucks. We'll it doesn't so much anymore, because I went to the doctor today and I'm on medication, and its already helped so much. So it's not so bad anymore. And even though I feel alright now, I don't have to go to school tomorrow because I'm "still contagious" lol. On the other hand. Some people really bother me. Get over what happened in the past, obviously some people already have, so now its your turn. I doubt the person this is toward will ever even read this, but thats fine. I can't believe Christmas is only in 10 days! I'm so excited! I still have to buy something for Eric's parents though, and I have no money lol. Oh well I'm sure I'll find a way to get some before then lol. But I basically just updated because I just got this picture thing to work! So, leave some coments! See you all Monday! XoXo
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Hey hey! This weekend has been pretty fun! Yesterday after school me and Kayla went to pick up Sara Hall, and then we went to Kayla's sisters work. After that we got pizza and went to Sara's to eat it. Then we got a bunch of snow stuff, and came to my house. When we got here we had to bury my hampster :(. So we headed outside, and me and sara couldn't dig the hole, so Kayla did. Then we burried it, and we sang songs lol. and we made a cross for it out of a stick, and put like part of a pine tree by it lol. It was nice. After that we all started sledding down my driveway, and the hill by my house, and that was a lot of fun lol. Then we went to wesco to get hot cocoa, and then to her uncles to go snowmobiling. But when we got there we were hungry, so we went to BK. Then we got back and sara was really tired, and didn't feel good so we brought her home, and me and kay went back to her uncles to snowmobile. So we got all of our snow stuff on (and looked really dumb) and then went out. we took turns driving, and after a while Kayla got a little crazy on it. I thought we were going to die a few times. lol. Then we went inside and I went home at like 12:00. Now I'm waiting for Eric to get out of work. We'll probably go get dinner, and watch movies tonight or something. Which is always pretty fun. Tomorrow should be cool too. Me, Eric and his family are going to GR for this Transibirian Orchestra thing, and before that were all going out somewhere really nice for dinner. But yeah...leave some coments!
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My hampster died tonight :(. Eric bought him for me a while ago, and I went to visit him, and he was curled up all weird, so I like knocked on the cage, and he didn't do anything, so I opened the top, and knocked again, and he still didn't move, and then I poked it with this thing, and it took like a really deep breath and then didn't move anymore, and he wasn't blinking or anything! So then I took him out of his cage, and he just took some more breaths, and then me and my mom decided he was just dying...so I put him back in his cage where he'd be more comfy. After that my step dad got home, and me my mom and him went uptairs to look at him, and he was just doing what he had been, and then like 5 minutes late he like lifted his leg like he was going to roll over, and then he stopped breathing all together, and like died, and then his muscles twitched...it was soo sad! I cried! So anyway, I thought I'd update about my tragity tonight... RIP Tiger aka Tiger Claw (Abi and Lyns!)
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Hey hey! I'm so happy that its finally December! I really like Winter, and Christmas. I like it as long as I don't have to get too cold lol. But its really pretty, and you can have fires in the fire place, and you can snowboard, and all of that fun stuff! Christmas is coming really quick! I'm excited, and I have all of my Christmas shopping done! Well, I still have to get Eric's parents something, but other than that I'm done. To clear things up about the promise ring Eric bought me...It IS NOT an engagement ring lol, its a promise ring, meaning we promise we'll be together for a while, and that we've been together for a while, and also its just a nice Christmas present! So I'm sorry if somehow I made it sound like it was an engagement ring. If I ever get one, I will spacifically say "I have an engagement ring!". lol.
I hung out with Kayla and Sara yesterday for a little while. I went over to Kayla's after school, and then we went to the mall, and then to Mobil to get something to drink, then we went to Sara's moms, and then to Little Ceasers (SP) lol, and then to Sara's dads. After that we went to the mall, and saw Robert Mills and Alex Bartoli. That was pretty funny lol. Then I went home to hang out with Eric at like 10, and then me and him went to Laura's and hung out with her and Nick for about an hour. Then me and Eric came back here and started watching The Ring lol. Then he went home at about 1:30.
Today I slept in because for some reason I couldn't get to sleep this past week, so I was tired. Then I finally got myself up and like going around probably 1:45 lol. I went to Meijer to get something, then I went tanning, and then came back here to take a shower. And Eric had called me earlier saying he couldn't get lunch before work, because everywhere by the mall was packed. So I decided to be a nice girlfriend and bring him BK. lol. Then he get out of work at 8:00, and were going to see the movie Just Friends at 9:30.
Me and Eric have been getting along really good, and having fun hanging out lately! I mean we have little fights but nothing big. We've been hanging out a lot lately, but I think its basically because Walters coming home for Christmas break in like 3 weeks, for my entire break, so obviously he'll want to hang out with him. So he's trying to make it equal by hanging out with me now. So thats cool! But thats all for now I guess! Have a good weekend! XoXo
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Update time! lol. So tomorrow is Thanksgiving, and I'm pretty excited! Accept my mom and step dad, and borthers and sister are going up north, to see my step dads parents. And I'm not going, for 1. I have to go to my dads with my grandparents and eric for a little while, for 2. I'm not fond of my step dads parents cause I KNOW they don't like me lol, and for 3. I have to go to Eric's for it too. But my parents are out of town until Friday, and maybe Saturday, and I love that :) lol.
Right now I'm hanging out with Lynsey and Abi, and were waiting for Brooke to get here. Then were going to Abi's to watch some movies...girls night! lol. Today after school Abi, Lynsey and me came back here so I could clean my bathroom lol, and then we went to the mall. I got a tank top and a new sweater from Hollister, and its really pretty! lol.
I guess thats about all I updated for! So have a great Thanksgiving everyone!!
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I'm so excited! Eric bought me a promise ring! We went yesterday to look at them, and we went to Younkers, and I found one I liked, and Eric was just like "Ok, I'll take it!" I was so happy! lol. I guess I don't get it till Christmas though. It will be hard to wait that long. I decided to post a picture cause I know you all want to see what it looks like!
 It's 14k white gold with real diamonds!
But thats all I updated for! So leave some coments!
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Its Snowing!! Yay!
¤So I got my hair done yesterday! I got low lights put in it, but only 4 people noticed today! I was sad. Audrie, Kaytea, Abi and Adam were the only ones! Everyone else I had to tell. I love my hair dresser though! She's awesome, her names Renee, and I seriously tell her like all the drama going on, and I don't have to worry about it going around. Its cool.
¤I'm really excited that its snowing, because Eric's going to teach me how to snowboard good this year! lol Audrie's going to learn with me too, and then were going to go on a big snowboarding trip! I'm pretty excited! Even though I'm not sure I'll be good at it lol!
¤Its really weird, I don't talk to like half of my friends anymore. I'm not really sure why. I make an attempt sometimes, but it doesnt seem to result in much. And I feel like I'm drifting from another one of my friends, but its generally after she hangs out with someone imparticular. Then that person rubbs off on her, and she is like the biggest bitch to me. I won't go into anymore detail though. But I am making a lot of new friends which is really cool. I would really like to hang out with Lynsey, Abi, Kaytea, Audrie, Katy (again, cause we haven't in a long time) and Alexis.
¤But I think I'm going to go watch TV and relax or something until Eric gets out of work! Yay! Leave coments, cause even though I ALWAYS say this...no one does. I'm about to be like done with LJ if I don't get some coments! lol
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I'm so glad I'm a junior, and that the year is going by so quick, cause then I'll be a senior, and then that will go by even more quick, and then I'll be done. With work, drama, getting up early, all of that. I know when it comes I'll miss it. But honestly, I don't understand people right now. Brittany (one of my best friends) might be moving up north, because some people have the nerve to try to break people down to the point where they have to leave. Why people do this, I don't have a clue.
Some people just need to be hit with common sense, because though they may think there only effecting themselves, there not. The only word that comes to mind is desperate. Why do you always have to be dating? Why not just be happy having fun, and what not. People take advantage of life. You worry so much about who your trying to impress, and even if they don't feel the same, so what? It won't matter in a month, or a few months, or a year, or 50 years from now. So why put so much effort into something that isn't truely important. Why stress yourself out over nothing. Why bring other people down.
I'm done with that now. Though for some reason, I've been thinking about things on like a deeper level today. Me and Eric went to go see Jarhead. That movie was sad. I cried. War is so scary, and I could never go through with being in the Marines or something like that. And we all fight, not only in the war but in everyday life, over what? I know I'm not all up to date on politics, but whats worth killing so many people every day? Thoes people mean something to someone. No one thinks of every individual person, they think of the army, or marines, but not each person serving in it. Because when one person dies, think about who's telling their family or friends, and what thoes people go through. I don't know what makes me think of things like this so sparatically. But I guess it bothers me. I'm done venting about stuff now though, leave coments, no one ever does.
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